现在是什么情况?!(我接受不了的情况...)
又是那种心被压着的感觉...
我最讨厌这种感觉...
有够阴魂不散...
渐渐地...我发现了...
原来...是心里障碍...

我跨不过...我真的跨不过...
我无法重看一些剧集...电影...
也许我避而不看...是最好的选择...
我接受不了...
童话故事...童话故事...
我无法说服自己那只是白雪公主一样的童话故事...
我好想杀了我自己...
杀了那笨蛋无知的头脑...

i can live without this things...
but...please...god...keep away these evil minded from me...
can i be normal...i hope so...
time is the best medicine...
i trust it...
i need time to cool down...

where i should go?!
this is my future...i know...
but the road is in front of me ...
one is already open for me...
one still queue in front...
for first...what i see...many people hope to me to get this way...
a good advantage at here...i have job...i have car...i still beside my father and mother...
for second...a foreign country...a new change for me...i think it is good also...
but for the second...i need time...four year...can i get more from this four year?!
a scary choose...close my eyes...ask my heart...where i should go?!
suddenly...i really don't know...
since last year, i know this kind of doubt will be appear again and again...
i think in the end which university...i step in...this is the way...
keep going...trust my self...tell myself...just keep going...u will be better in your way...