Suffer...
I hope you can kill me with that...
Caffeine...

You know that...
Yesterday night I have a feeling that telling me that can I stay beside you like that...juz that simple that comfortable... beside you...
Reality still real...Ntg we can do about that at this moment...
I juz hope time pass faster... mybe we can do smtg about it...
At least I want we can affort our own life... keep those pepo's mouth shut...
Money mean ntg...but when no money mean everything...
Haha...sorry I cant give you what you gave me before...
Still keep going...time will come...I dun want to let you down...
But if...a worst ending come...I think I will laugh at myself more than crying...
But I hope and I know it wont come...dun let me down...

Haha... I dun think I have the other choice other than back to job...
Atleast I not feel like I'm useless...
But now I feel like I'm a child at anywhere...
Feel like each steps I took like a children...
How can I behave like an adult?
Stand in front of everyone do the talking?