There are too many things I want to show out to you...
How is my life changed when the time you not here...
But all this will burst since that day.. It's because of him... This is the fact that I have to admit...
Until today.. The most scared is not I continue blaming myself how stupid am I to continue with you...
It's I hope he still there someday for me...
I'm too good for him... But how about you...
Sometimes I really think... I really reserved for you to hurt and spend...
Really...
I dunno who I should blame...
I really can't put him aside...
He is still the one for me deep in heart now...
Even he is going more deep than before...
For you... I'm enjoying the real face of a pepo...
I think I should stop everything from you...
But some wonder there killed me...
It's hurt... From him...
But the hate is from you...
I think I m not deserved anything...
I deserved to be stay alone...
Maybe these day juz not really used to the lone life...
Sorry...