Got scared..
Everything is juz like meaningless... When you realized ntg is there for a reason...
It juz there for a coincidence...
Gone means gone...
I juz can angry at myself for all the mistake I have done! 
I'm not missing you...
Juz your name your face your things keep spinning in the head...
No one is worth for me to do that...
it reached a point until I scared...
I dun want to use another one to replace you again... You are not replaceable...
Hahaha... Life know that we juz went different ways... It's in parallel...
You hate me... Not only you... Everyone do...
Because I juz like to do the things make pepo hates me...
So that I won't miss them...
They won't miss me...
Even myself in the same position...
Because only I know what am I doing...
How stupid am I...
How idiot am I...
Mr K, this story alr into a coffin...
Juz why I still standing beside the story...
Ntg allowed.. Other than forget...
I hate you... I really hate you...
Why you want to train me as an adult but not treating me well as a child...
Hahaha... Let me give myself an answer...
Because I not deserve for it...
Your shadow will be there forever...
Continue like current... We are not friends... We are ntg... That's the things you want... That's the things that everyone want... 
Negative?!  Lolz... It's a truth to wake myself up from dream...
Cry?!  No one allowed me to cry...
Sorry for that day...
Sorry for everything...
Sorry for the disturbance...