呵呵...see...
That's how i got a point...
Lapsap...
The whole brain no other things than lapsap..
Hahahahahaha...
What to do now?!
Im facing lapsap writing some other lapsap...
The way to stop me from everything..
I have to close all the tunnel...
Some time the wrong things is wronged..
I wasted the time..now their time waste me...
Haha...now it's the return...
The return is back..
Haha...

I rather to stop everything and take me off now...immediately...
The one sec I'm here in this world...
Wasted more oxygen... wasted the time...

The moment you realize that I'm far from everything...
Buddies...
Friends..
You got clamped by money...by life...by those stupid arguement..
Can anyone juz take me out from this situation...
Where I can go?!
Once I'm awake..I'm not thinking what should I do...
I'm thinking where should I go back...
Anywhere I dun need to think about all those things...

Ridiculous... haha...
I thought I can take it with a sound that...I dun want to study...
Haha... even i said you can be afford if I want to continue study..
But I cant afford those word came out from u all..
Haha...I try to run out from my thinking that I juz ur daughter who will only spent ur money...
Haha...but now..seem like I not even can afford myself...
Everything that happened... only can laugh at myself and said that I'm useless...
Not even how helpful I'm in the work...
I'm juz ntg...
There is no more step in step out...haha...seem like I'm lack of patience
..
What caused?!
Will it changed if I take the next step?