Too many things deep in heart.......
There juz some question without solution...
The only solution for me is money...
But I have ntg now...
So let it be...

Kill me plz...
Life Really suffer...
Are u telling me Im tired or Im in stress?
I more prefer u kill me with that but plz be faster...
How do I get rid of you...

Most of the time I'm thinking which way of thinking I should put to calm me down...
Smtg I dun like not mean that I can stop you...
Because I have no answer for you, the next following question that you ask...
Sometimes I really dunno how to face you...
What you really thinking about?
I scare any wrong thinking or assumption I take...
We will be juz done...
I need you to stand up but I cant force you to stand...
I need you to be here but I cant force you stay...
Are you really happy juz as your face telling me?
The world is reality... We have learnt thru so much of things...
We need many things to keep our life going on...
One example again one example...
Should I wake myself up or wake you up?!