Hmmm...I think this is a illness...
Haha...

I thru every single social media...
Shout out my unhappiness...my tired...my angryness...
What have the world responded to me...
I think only a word can determine that, "Fuck You, Who care?"

Should I declare that I'm not a Jesus?
I can not hold it anymore...
You enjoying the world...
What have I get?
I get a big credit card amount...
I can't give anything to my parents...
I can't buy some new shirt at least for work...

Every time I meet you...
I juz feel I'm ridiculous...
I get ntg but a big cup of bullshit...
I'm crying in front of a guy that made me in this situation... that feeling hurt one time again one time...
I complaining about everything to him...
But I think what I get is a "buy 1 free 1" promotion...
Like I asking for all of these torture...
You tell me that money is not a problem...
So I hope you know...it's not a problem for you...but for me...it's a yes..

Everything is a past tense...
You can chase it back...
I try to put myself back to the previous time...
But it's all gone...
No one is beside to create a joke for me everyday...
I think "you" is the most stupid decision I've made during my lifetime currently...

So what?
I care for pepo... Who care for me?
I think this is the first time I learned these lesson...