The first post after all...
What am I now?!
Idk...
I juz know everyone is leaving...
And I'm sleepy at this moments...
I know most likely later I will awake same like usual...
The heart is calling the brain...
Because of you again...
I shouldn't think about you...
When there is no hope...
When there is juz left awkward...
But it's ridiculous...
Because I made the awkward situation for myself...
Actually I should have know before...
I should trust a guy that I knew for four years... But shouldn't trust his three days words...
The dream has been gone...
He juz a reminder that send by God...
Remind me it's time to awake...
Remind me that something is wrong somewhere...
Remind me that I need to change when I still have time...
Remind me that I love him...
No way to blame anyone...
Same things to the decision that made one year half ago...
No way to blame anyone...
My decision...
But now... Me is back... But everything... everyone... Time has been past...
You are ritez... I'm too young...
I knew that...
It's impossible...
At least I'm sure it's not me...
Hahaha... I'm ntg..
You said,  I'm in a way too good...
Hmmmm... Actually I did ntg for you...
Other than trouble... Maybe... Hahaha... Or problems... I will happy if you tell me I did joke for you all the time..
Sorry my brain still ruining...
Actually I have no qualified to say anything to you...
I deserved to be alone...